Today it is difficult even to do my affirmations. i just feel totally “off” and don’t even feel like making my affirmations. I would have thought that as I advance in the knowing of this process that it would get easier and not harder. I am not sure what to do other than give affirmations that feel like a lie and maybe the more I do them the more magic will come. This is ironic that I feel “off” today because my husband is taking me for dinner and then a cruise on the Gulf of Mexico later in the day, so I should be feeling really awesome!