In your situation, go with your gut feeling. What is that your gut feeling tells you? None of us can give you any answer to that. Only you know your true answer.
Myself I feel that I do NOT want any chemo and radiation…. but I am still not really sure that I CAN heal myself.
My kids and my parents and friend from Poland want me to DO treatment…. and I do not want to do this but I am a little bit afraid to refused. I have 2 weeks to make a decision.